Heaven and our soulscape

I wanted to say a bit about Heaven. This is based on some explorations of that realm, mostly. In one way heaven is any pleasant place on the astral, including pleasant soulscapes of people. When people end the inner conflict in their hearts and create a peaceful and productive world in their soulscape, that can become a part of heaven, especially if they share it with other souls. MY soulscape is a part of heaven apparently. It links to other heavens across the astral universe. It also links to a place people call big heaven. I haven’t been to big heaven, but I have heard a little about it.



I have doorways in my castle which lead to many planes, I just choose to use the pleasant ones, and just sort of peer out into the others occasionally, or make a quick venture out there, and dive back into the door. There are several cool places to go, and several I don't care to experience.

The only area we have developed is a place we call the village. The village is a place where several people I know live. Most are dead in the natural, but we also have a resident who was in a coma for a while and came out a different person, his old self is here. Another was a guitarist who got a hand injury, and had a major personality shift, and now the part of him we all knew is here. I also have links to living people, and when they want to visit here they do, sometimes for extended periods. People both living and dead come and go as they please.

Some live here, and others travel here from "big heaven," and consider it like a vacation, sightseeing, or just exploring the realm. We have a nice place here, and I gather my tavern is a rare site on the heavenly realm. It attracts many tourists, especially musicians who book gigs here. We have live music of different types, We have a jazz room, a country and western bar with a mechanical bull, one place with a 1930’s style motif, The largest and most popular place though is a rock and roll club. People have a lot of fun here. My space is directed mostly towards artwork, crafts, music, and other creative endeavors, including everything from folk art and soap making, to architecture, invention and fashion design. We also have a riding stable, and various kinds of animals are welcome. Our architect was an old boyfriend of mine. He has vastly improved the village since he has been here. For one thing he has put up a 33 story hotel. This is astral construction, but he says his stuff is designed so that it would be possible on either plane. He was an Architectural Engineer in life and has built these kinds of buildings before. He said he had visited this place many times before he died. (smiles!) He said after he died he went to the Big heaven, but soon returned here, to build a home, near mine and Gary's castle. He says feels more comfortable and at home here, and that he loves playing guitar in the tavern. He says he just isn't ready for 'big heaven' much less reincarnation, and sometimes refers to my place as 'practice heaven.'

He admitted to me recently that although he never realized it, his attraction to me was not romantic, but only that he felt a lot of security from me, and he still craved that safe, comfortable feeling that he got from me. That feeling is just the atmosphere of my soulscape so he is very happy just hanging out. He says it feels like home. Oddly most people both in my physical life, my soulscape, and especially my old boyfriends, even my husband, say the main reason they hang around me is because of a feeling of security that they get from me. That seems very strange to me, but I have heard it so many times. It is just a strange thing to hear on a date, coming from a guy, “You just make me feel secure, and really safe.” I don’t understand, but apparently I am comforting.

My castle was built in 534 ad. and is a replica of the Hagia Sophia, with just a few differences. The towers are right next to the central building, and it just consists of the main central structure and the towers. Gary was Isadore of Malitus in a past life, the architect of that building, and built an astral model as he constructed it, as a way to visualize. This place is now our home. Gary says we have always lived here, whether we are alive or dead. Heaven isn’t just somewhere you go when you die, it is the place we can always live, in our hearts if we choose to.

Incarnations come and go, but there is always the soulscape. It never changes, and we always reside there. Most people aren’t consciously aware of it. Others have their awareness there sometimes, but whether you have your awareness there or not you are still living in the environment which your heart has developed over many incarnations. Residents other than self or soulmate come and go, as different reincarnations bring more people into association with you, and lead others to find other associations. We visit the soulscapes of others, and sometimes we learn to adapt our place based on what we see there. We accept others who want to build in our soulscapes, and make it their own special place also. The landscape of our soulscape grows and changes. It develops over time.

I have wondered what would have happened if we had built the village in some other realm. There are many pleasant realms, one with winged animals, and pixies. There are unpleasant places too, but we don’t go there. Why would we?